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I'm sorry for all the emotional crap I've been going on about, including this. I just simply can't be online anymore. It all hurts too much and just reminds me of the emptiness of something I once had. Sorry to those who were interested in art trades, collabs, or commissions, or anything else, I am truly deeply sorry. If I am to move on, I just can't have any remote reminders of anything. The internet has always been my "safe place" but now it's just a haunting memory of what pains me so greatly. I spend all my time online but I just can't bear it anymore. I won't be active here, or anywhere. It's best if I avoid these places. It's best if I change my lifestyle so completely that I just don't remember anymore. So here's to rock-bottom, which always goes so much farther than you could have ever imagined. No more internet, no more computer, no more. I'll probably struggle with this but I'll try to make it absolute. It just lures me too much into the things that will haunt me forever. I didn't make this journal to cause drama; I just wanted to let everyone know why I'm not active here, and I truly am sorry to those I promised art but never got to. If I were in a better position in life, I would have completed that art. But I'm truly horrifically miserable, worse than ever, it always gets worse; not better. I can't live in the past, I can't have this haunting my dreams, I can't see the ghost of good days gone by over and over and over. I need to forget, and in order to forget, I have to, I have to just go. The internet is not comforting to me anymore. Neither is my computer. I need to leave it all behind. I have nothing much outside of it. The internet and my computer were my life. Pathetic, I know, but I'm just a loser like that. But I guess. I'll have to find a way. Cause everyone wants me to.

I'm sorry everybody. This isn't a pity-trip or for sympathy, I don't want sympathy. I just wanted to let you guys know. Thanks so much for all the favs and comments, they truly mean a lot to me and I never thought people would like my art so much or even notice me. Thank you.

I'm sorry for being a big mess 24/7. I'm sorry I could never recover.

- Anu

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:iconkurookamikishi:
KuroOkamiKishi Featured By Owner Jul 7, 2014
I love your art. 
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Hossinfeffa Featured By Owner Jun 29, 2014
Every so often I still check up on you. I see that you have left now but I hope you are doing better. Stay safe and be well. <3
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vanillashades Featured By Owner Jun 28, 2014
dont leave
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:iconthemadwolfdemon:
themadwolfdemon Featured By Owner Apr 1, 2014  Professional General Artist
I love your art :D
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vindurza Featured By Owner Mar 21, 2014  Student Traditional Artist
had to tag 10 different deviants hope you don't mind vindurza.deviantart.com/journa…
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Anuwolf Featured By Owner Mar 22, 2014  Student Digital Artist
I've done this tag at least three times already, so I won't be partaking in it xD;
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:iconvindurza:
vindurza Featured By Owner Mar 23, 2014  Student Traditional Artist
lol alright
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:iconqexx:
Qexx Featured By Owner Mar 20, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Are you still interested in an art trade? I've got time available currently =D
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:iconanuwolf:
Anuwolf Featured By Owner Mar 22, 2014  Student Digital Artist
Oh yes! :3 I'm all for it! ^^ Note me with the info =)
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Shadow-Guardian0 Featured By Owner Mar 17, 2014  Student General Artist
Would Anu wear clothingband fight with weapons like swords and or guns?
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Anuwolf Featured By Owner Mar 17, 2014  Student Digital Artist
Were-Anu would probably just use her teeth and claws >_> if she were to use a weapon, however, she'd probably use a cool medieval-fantasy-type sword. Were-Anu does not wear clothes xD
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Shadow-Guardian0 Featured By Owner Mar 17, 2014  Student General Artist
Allright, could you link me the type of sword? Like claymore or something? 
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Anuwolf Featured By Owner Mar 18, 2014  Student Digital Artist
Hmm. Uuuhh. Like a scimitar img3.wikia.nocookie.net/__cb20… or an egyptian sword www.touregypt.net/images/toure… but maybe something inbetween the two >_> heheh. Don't worry too much about it, you can sketch it in then I'll make sure it's accurate xD;
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ShadaTHedgehog Featured By Owner Mar 12, 2014  Hobbyist Artist
I love your werewolf art!!! I'm a big werewolf fan too!!!
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ghostwolf Featured By Owner Feb 18, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
You have some lovely art in your gallery, nice stuff :) :+devwatch: CX
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